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silver hairs by repus, literature

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silver hairs

i grew up today, a bit of the ol' maturity, but i somehow bypassed those obligatory growing pains. the sun was a little brighter, and the ground more solid; water flows easier these days. i learned to accept the things that i cannot change, and even though i'm still learning to change the things i can, every experience moves me towards another phase in this progress. the simple life revolves around basic rules of engagement, and complications create walls, in which we must climb to defeat, because everytime we bypass them, we cheat ourselves out of life. these days, i'm not getting older, i am simply getting wiser...

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just out of reach by repus, literature

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just out of reach

As much as he says he doesn't, he loves attention, the more, the merrier. While trying to seem as standoffish as possible, more people seem to gravitate towards him, and when he is alone, all he wants is the company of others. He says he has too many friends, but continuously leaves an impression of his presence upon a majority of those who happen to cross his path. One could either look at that as if it were a scar, or that warm, tingly sensation that occupies every square inch of our being when we have those fluttery butterflies in our bellies. A truly amazing entity, he is, as I have watched over him for many a year. Riding through li

brighten the light by repus, literature

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brighten the light

. feeling dirty, a little uneasy, dying to scratch an itch that is just out of reach. and the meantime is filled with anxiety, what can i do to forget all of this? the future is so unpredictable, and the past belongs far behind us, but nightmares chase every waking thought, and i'm losing my mind with every passing moment. this perverted desire still lies dormant somewhere in the depths of my mind. the day is bright, as the night is dark, and dusk is lost somewhere in between, and the rain never washed this residue away; only lifted it up, as it rose to the top. so i slip and slide, careful not to fall, grabbing

a long time coming by repus, literature

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a long time coming

. i heard you call, more like a whisper into the velvety evening breeze. a sound so sweet, it picks you up and carries you off to unknown lands. intoxicated by these beautiful melodies, i'm losing my head again, and mr. morality knocks me down. you make me weak, and leave me feeling so insecure. overpowered, and this cannot happen anymore. turning around, i noticed your claws were buried deep into my back, no getting away. i feel you pull, and push and tug at every end of my being, like you are my goddess, dragging me up and down mountains of temptation. you always seem like a good idea. you make me weak, and leave me feeli

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enchanted by repus, literature

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enchanted

... i walked outside today and i gazed among the dusty hue that covers up this concrete jungle we all know of as dallas and as i tried to see past the highrise nightline, i realize that i am a slave to this place. i admit that i want to leave but for some reason, i'm afraid to go. i guess that there are just people here that i don't want to leave behind, which i know that i would never let something like that go on forever, but i really just don't want to have to even try... so i feel like i am stuck inside a giant spider web, frantically trying to get away, but i'm attached by the threads that somehow holds this broken town together with o

the truth that hurts by repus, literature

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the truth that hurts

... why does it have to hurt so bad to want something you will never have the one real wish that never came true will definitely come back to you & make you think of really why you put out the effort to try still you block out voices in your head "i swear i'll try until i'm dead" but empty promises prevail & drag you through the depths of hell while the secret sound of silent screams makes you hold on to all of your dreams... so still you try to win the race, filled up with only disgrace while ugliness covers inside & slowly your emotions have died until you feel you're all alone i am so ready to go home, but i know

endless maze by repus, literature

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endless maze

... i have heard that lonliness is just a phase when in fact it is an endless maze, an emotional boundary on which you live with nothing else left to give, still you try to succeed while love is all you really need but you hold on to all your fears which is a broken heart and endless tears... so you are left all by yourself with no one to blame but yourself, now emptyness fills up inside and you have run out of places to go try to hide, all alone you fade away i guess i will try another day but why bother when nobody cares, none of this will ever seem fair... it does not work or it is not right sleep all day, stay up all ni

a realization by repus, literature

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a realization

... when i woke up this morning, everything was in black and white just not enough color around right now; the inside of my body feels black, blue and purple, much like a bad bruise targeting the soul... when i look around the world, i only see darkness it is very cloudy, overcast, sun is not shining through, winter has come once again everything is cold and dying; animals are starting to hide leaves are all falling... the only real problem i have, a hurting heart that i know time will heal... ...

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jules by repus, literature

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jules

... you don't want me you don't need me, you have no idea what i feel... because you use me and you abuse me, only i know this is real... whenever you touch and then you poke, you push it all away... but then you hold, begin to whisper making it seem okay... like a bad dream, i am wide awake now, eyes are wide open and it is still fake somehow... i am down on my knees begging and pleading, i want something true and i need it from you... for now, for ever, just for this moment, please give me a chance or i promise you will regret it... ...

in the works by repus, literature

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in the works

... i have this pain inside me, you are so beautiful, taste just like eye candy, feel you in my soul, there is a piece that's missing somewhere inbetween; you look like you would fit me, so clean and so serene... to become whole is to be one... i have been hiding this side get scared and run away; it hurt so bad the first time, don't want to feel that way there is a cycle started, it's almost complete, and once it has been broken i'll finally be free... to become whole is to be one, ONE & ONLY ONE... no more running away, no more hiding from the truth, there is nothing to fear, i have nothing left to prove, i am bein

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sometimes-like now by repus, literature

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sometimes-like now

... sometimes, i feel that i am floating, stuck someplace in-between the heavens above and this planet's gravitational pull, i can be any place at any time, but i wasn't there when your time came; turning below my feet, the world goes on while i remain in this fixed state, denial... sometimes, i ask questions i know cannot be answered because i do not understand the reasons behind the unknown, i have lost so many and will lose so many more, never will i be prepared enough; continuing to breathe, moving on while relishing memories, selfish becomes me... sometimes, i wish i could cry to let out all the things that have been building up insid

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

United States
Deviant for 21 years
www.repus-shots.deviantart.com
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Current Residence: maui, hawaii...
Favourite genre of music: all...
Favourite photographer: richard kern...
Operating System: nervous...
MP3 player of choice: winamp...
Shell of choice: mine...
Wallpaper of choice: wood paneling...
Skin of choice: soft & pale...
Favourite cartoon character: ralph "you bent my wookie" wiggum...
Personal Quote: beer is good food...

Favourite Visual Artist

alex grey, h. r. giger, dali...

Favourite Movies

house of 1000 corpses, donnie darko, brazil, happiness...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

tool, billie holiday, pink floyd, etc...

Favourite Writers

shel silverstein...

Favourite Games

rockstar...

Favourite Gaming Platform

stage...

Tools of the Trade

brain, hands, words, sounds, notes, strings, dank & now a canon a60...

Other Interests

women, music, writing, art, dank...

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repus

Feb 25, 2020

Is there still anybody out there...?

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repus

Oct 12, 2012

all i really want...

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is to make a positive difference in this physical plane of existence we seem to be residing in at this moment.  i am so far from perfect that it's just about write, or something like that.  this reality we experience is perpetually created by every single thought & belief we have coursing through our conscience existence, yet we truly are our own worst enemies.  i gave up trying long ago, in order to simply do; then i gave up trying to do much of anything, as giving up has somewhat of a snowball effect, and here i am at the end again, which bottomed out a LONG time ago. so the time has come once again to climb this hill, while refusing to de

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repus

Oct 8, 2012

so, yea...

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i finally have a brand new, bad arse machine, so i'm going to try my best to be here more, for real.  i see that many changes have happened, & i don't even know what most new things are or how they even work, but apparently these help, so do me a flavour & click on this...: http://repus.deviantart.com/?givepoints i AM slowly coming back, out of the jungle, & i have lots to share from my adventures, so put on your seatbelt, as we're leaving kansas...! aloha, ~repus p.s.  i sincerely hope that any & all of my old friends that are still around are doing well, so PLEASE let me know who's still here...

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15stitches

May 15, 2014

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Hey

How goes it, repus? Hope that you are doing well. It's nice to hear from you

Flows on my end most days. Got engaged last month so that's about all that's new, haha.

I miss the hey-days of devART!
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15stitches

Feb 4, 2014

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Hope 2014 is gleaming with brilliant shimmers of sunlight to illuminate the shadows, repus.

Sending positive vibes and friendly smiles

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screamandsugar

Aug 25, 2012

still around in one form or another

-tricia

nattle

Feb 13, 2012

Hey there! It's been a long time...I'm very glad that you decided to come back

repus

Feb 14, 2012

i finally got a nice machine to perpetually expand in every way, and i'm glad you're still here too, as we have lote to catch up on...!

aloha,
~repus

tmpst24myst

Feb 12, 2012

is all i can say. and., fuck yeah!
xo - dae

repus

Feb 13, 2012

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